The.Sarcastic.Loves.

Loves

0ur storyy~

we met at Mirc

chatted awhile.

meet you at your house.

the temptation kisses of urs,

makes my day brighter dhen

never before.

i finally felt how is love feel like

i told you n whisper to ur ear dat

aidil, i love you.

after datt few hrs later i told you dat

i miss you n love you

you told me that

'nt so fast la. We get to knw each other

first ok. Bt i like u'

ndd about everyday i will msg you atleast 2 to 4

times but do i get any reply? nopp

i everydayy ill be very sad cos you din reply me

i tot dat you din wan me anymore.

but tuesday 9.27pm you online you old me that

ur hp no mre money ndd finally i felt okay he

still wan me ndd no more worries for himm.

after that fridayy felt somehing bad.

ndd omg he reply my msg.

guess wad he reply?!

i almost cried out in the lrt.

he told me

'My bf wants to be back with me.

Sorry. i cant c0ntact with u'

ndd i reply no more chance of meetting you again?

he reply cann0rt.

1st moment i felt miserable, wad to do now,

0ut of the lrt its still raining walk home without running.

just wanna feel wet, dunky ndd every other things else

when reachh home get into ro0m.

i get my art knife n contact lens boxes

n shirt boxer to showeroom

while i play wanglihong song weiyi

i cried alot inside started to cut myself inside

i just wanna cry like a fuckin lil baby

i sent joyce my picture.

i call her ndd cry again.

weiyi n nat called me to0.

chatted with them.

while at to toilet outside window

just feel like jumping down ndd let

everything over. window is opened.

joyce scream at me over the phone n say.

JEFFREY YOU BETTER DUNCH JUMP.

just let everything over n start anew.

nat weiyi to0s say.

cry sadly cos i told dhem before.

; without him i just look ike a lost boy.

;without him means i lost everything.

my emotion breakdown hard.

52 cut are part of it.

551 more to cut. to fullfill 603

june 3rd is his burfday

ndd went to meet nat kellie sherman hazel

emoing felt all alone in btpanjang.

waited for hazel to come meet me in btpanjang off to town.

cried in cab to0.

hazel's shoulder.

*just to say

** i'm NOW MIA-ing LERHS

ONLY HANGING OUT WITH

ALL BAOBEI

n TOURISM FRIENDS NIA's

NND MY GANG LAST YEAR

'GOSSIPERZ'

you just leave me all alone, its ur selfishness or me sadness?